so i forgot i even had a devianart. i'm not really too much of an artist, more of an observer. i like looking at art and reading poetry, but i'm not really very good at creating it. and i have accepted that, i suppose. can't really work with what you don't have.

but anyways...

i am bored. insanely extremely bored.

i'm talking to one of my friends about how people make up silly silly rumors and it pisses him off. i have to say i agree. rumors are retarded.

i really need to do my physics homework. yeah....no.

my brother is in the process of killing our dog. he always forgets to feed him and whatnot. what a dummy. i would take care of the dog, and actually often do, but i am extremely allergic to him. liek to the point where my eyes swell shut. but i take him for walks and stuff anyways, becasue he deserves it. i don't mind sneezing so much.


i'm ready for this year to be over with. already. it's senior year now, and i can't wait to just get out of here. i applied to OU and was accepted, so the future's looking pretty bright. i just wish i didn't have to leave my boyfriend to go...that's probably what i'm dreading most. but who knows what will be going on with us by then anyhow.

my friends seem to be over-confident sometimes. for example, a group of my guy friends are in a band and they are completely certain that after school they are going to go on tour and get a record deal and be set. they really aren't that good. like, they're good for a high school band, i guess, but i don't think they could get a record label. but there's no telling them that. it's good to be passionate about what you do, so i'm just letting them live in their own little world for now. the realities of life will be on them soon enough, so there's no use in bursting their bubbles now.